hello.
i am feeling the crunch. Good News Singapore is next week and the work is starting to pour in. just today 3 more jobs have been added to my list. the anxiety is starting to creep in because on top of work, i just realized that one of my papers is due on this saturday, 1pm. two problems: one, how am i going to finish it on time. two, how am i going to hand it up on time. on saturday, i have to wait for all the entries to come in and whip up a newsletter before TheEDGE. *tears hair*

that is probably why i insisted so hard on going to IKEA today. i dragged sis along and we bought quite a fair bit - mostly new things for my desk. have been thinking of rekindling my passion for fighting fishes.. haha sis got real excited about it and said she wanted to rear some goldfish in the room. well, over my dead body. goldfishes are the ugliest things man. i can't stand their bright orange colors and weird mutantish heads! tetras and fighting fishes, however, i love. dad came to pick us up and paid for all my stuff. sigh. i am seriously in debt. after today, i owe dad about a hundred already. and the phone bill is coming... when is my pay coming?!?!?! seriously!

talking about money, i had my self pity moment just this monday. a bunch of friends from the navy were talking about their pay and bonuses over dinner. when the bill came, one took out his wallet to pay but another said he will treat all of us because he just got his pay. then another said he got his bonus and added that it was 40K. another admitted that his was 60K... and me? i just sat there sheepishly thinking about my last 90cents that i spent for lunch on a curry bun. very very very paiseh and very very very sad. hahahaha super violin self pity 'ke-lian' moment la! the ending? of course they pay la. wah lao so much money! but seriously, thanks so much. really enjoyed the reunion.